Sunday, May 18, 2008

Miles Away

Welcome to the new site.
Its better and more interactive here compared to the one provided by friendster.
I was reluctant to change it here because my friends wont be able to get an update through their e-mails like the one i had in friendster.

I've actually stop working for about a week now and I seriously don't have a clue how you guys out there spend your time lazing around at home.. haha..
Every morning I wake up, thinking hard how to spend my entire day. The plus point is I wake up late, means I've already spend my morning.. haha. but the tough thing is how am I actually going to use up all my time during the day. It was fun during the first few days because I had so many things on my mind which I want to do at home during my stint in Citrus. However, as time goes by, I ran out of activities.

I couldn't sleep well either these days. It kinda reminds me of the days 3 months back when i was waiting for my results. My varsity entrance results seems miles away. Everyone got their offers from Singapore or overseas but where is my Malaysian Entrance?.

Does the STPM student deserve to wait so long to know their fate after working hard for so long?

We already had wasted around 6 months not studying. You may say it is rest. A good rest will take around 3 month, anything more then that will jeopardize our motivation and productivity. And for the record, we have 6 month of rest. Does it means we have twice the rest we needed go become a better student two times better then last time. The answer is NO. Excessive rest will just put us back into square one.

Have you ever get the feeling that someone i holding your destiny and you are not in control of it. Well, we are all the same now. Our future rest in the hands of the Unit Pusat Universiti . And to add to that mental torture, we have to wait for at least another month. The matriculation results ain't out yet and their entrance is on the same time as us. If the matriculation students know their entrance within 2 months after their exams, shouldn't we get our results at least 2 months after our results?.

This is crazy and it does not make any sense at all. You may think its fun having a long holiday but seriously most of us feels like an unemployed adult.. lol...

No income, No input and No Drive.

I seriously lost much pace in studying and I don't even know how to get that back. But more importantly, its no point thinking about pace when you don't even a place to apply your pace into, which is the varsity...

I may sound frustrated. But in actual fact, I am lost, not knowing where and what am I getting into in my tertiary education which seems like miles away

cyaz people