Friday, June 26, 2009

New Blog

Hey peeps,

I've shifted my blog to www.wilsonngwaisoon.wordpress.com .

See you there!

Friday, June 19, 2009

Do you Believe in a Boy's dream?

I know there is going to be a day I have to write a blog with this title..
I believe the time has come and this is dedicated to my beloved Dad, Mom and my ever loving sister, Seok Kheng in Singapore.

I know that 3 of you worry about me a lot. Especially on things regarding my future.

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To tell you the truth, I, Don't want to live a conventional life. I don't want to just graduate, find a secure and safe job, set up a family, work, retire, and so on.
6 Billion people are living that life, do you need me to be in the chain as well?

I am seriously not asking much. I don't dream of being a superhero or so. I just want to live an extraordinary life. A life that can be told to others

A life which can inspire others...

"Aspire to Inspire before I Expire"


And to achieve that, I need to live my life differently from your friend's kid who just get into a good uni and graduate... I already have a plan... Its with AIESEC, I believe I will have a story to tell when I am older...

Its actually a very realistic plan. Just because it is unconventional, it doesn't mean its unworkable. It goes with me being a VP in the national level and then I go for an overseas Internship...

Dad, seriously,how many people in the NG family linage are leaders nationally? How many of us actually got some recognition by the society such as datukship and so forth? Don't you think its time someone do something about it?

I am not asking you to send me to the moon. I just want your permission to do something in life before I regret it totally.
I know its hard to have faith in me, especially after STPM where i nearly can't get into university.
But please, believe me... I had learned from my mistakes and I only do things which are feasible nowadays, AIESEC is feasible... trust me

I wish you can restore the faith you had in my back in my sixth form days that I can actually be somebody. Someone who have a story that people want to hear and inspire them to do extraordinary things in their life....

Have you ever come across a dream just when you are walking in the streets or so. The next moment, it vanished because something disrupted your train of thoughts. And I seriously don't want that to happen in my life again...

I am sorry I am not like the other kids you see
I am sorry that I already have plans for my life
I am sorry I've disappoint you once, I promise and make sure that never happen again
I am sorry that I am so persistent
I am sorry that I always have be a subject of worry, I promise I will do well in studies


I just have a dream, thats all...
Believe in me, and I promise I wont go wrong.....

Faster than our Shadow

Hey yo...
I'm so sorry about this really late late post..
I was actually contemplating on what to post and I've decided not to post anything about how things went in Natcon because my friends wouldn't understand and I need not to submit a report of events to my AIESECer friends.. rite?

So natcon... gosh, i really have so many things to tell you all but how am I going to summarize it into a single page? It was indeed an experience but I wont say its a life changing experience, its more like a life enhancing experience..

In AIESEC, sometimes you learn things you can't get from books. I am not saying soft skills... but more to the way of living...

Its now I know that having a great idea and making it sound ordinary is a very hard thing to do. I have to do that because I myself hate people who boast around but sometimes, when you have a train of thoughts, its very hard for you not to share. But somehow or rather, I manage to stay "humble" in discussions... Remember the movie Red Cliff where Zhuge Liang always tries to make all his knowledge sounds humble.. seriously, its not easy.

Saying things people want to hear too is very difficult... It never came naturally to me but I always try to keep this thing in mind. I know i always crack up lame jokes but I still need to keep it politically correct all the time.. haha...

To cut things short... when I've reach a level of Vice President, a lot of technical stuffs can't be learned anymore. Its only stuffs which you can pick up through observation that can be learned along the way....

Skills of such makes us more acceptable in the society...
skills that enables us to run faster than our shadow are skills you pick up through observation