Different Light

Days had past since "judgment" day...
And I'm still strong, alive, and accepting facts bit by bit...

It is now I see things in a very different light, just when all my plans started to crumble down from the sky....

To most of us, we think we can see the world by having yourself at the top. But sometimes, things are to be seen when you're down below. Only with the combination of both, we can see everything.

I used to be so hype and positive, I always think that everything is going to be alright. The funny thing is, everything really did turn out ALRIGHT!!! However, when one thing goes wrong, you will feel helpless thinking that its the end of the road for you.

Its only we fall, we have the opportunity to raise up again....

Last time i remember my friend kept asking me what is the difference of a perfect 10 with a 9?
My first answer was, the difference is obvious. 10 is better than 9!!
Then I went home and think again, is it necessary that 10 is always better? And here comes my final conclusion, if we have a 9, we will always know that we have room to improve and develop ourselves. With this in mind, it will suppress our pride.

In this light, a near perfect score of 9 will be better than a perfect 10.

I'm beginning to to see things differently, Its slow but its definitely progressing....

Thanks for all your support in pulling me through. Its only now I've learn there are many people around me.. lol.. And its now I know what there are many people reading this post... Including some people who I don't expect at all.

Btw, a lot of people asked why I look so differently from how I portray in life. Look at the header, this is where I unmask. But don't worry, I'm still real with or without the mask. Just that I don't want so many people worry about me sometimes..haha

Take care....